All alone in a plastic environment

We all know someone in this situation. Its time to stand by the ones we care for.

All alone in a plastic environment sometimes it feels as if the world is closing in. Nothing makes sense, nothing comes together. It seems as if all the forces are conspiring to bring a whole bunch of negative aspects and the harder the struggle seems to be, the longer it seems to last. When you think you've reached rock bottom, the ground collapses, and next thing its quicksand all round.

Don't even feel like smiling, inside you feel like dying. Deep down you feel like giving up, because this world don't make no sense.
A nonchalant approach to every situation because there's no hope for a tomorrow - let alone a brighter one. Live just to live, survive just to survive.

No-one knows your pain. No-one understands. They all say "its ok", and you wonder "Do i look retarded? Don't patronize me." Everyone pretending they understand, because they knew a cousin who had a sister who had a best friend whose brother's dog's former owner's brother's best friend went through the same. Was it really similar? Do they really understand. Do they really know whats going. Do they really care????
Sometimes living in a world like this is really hard if you don't comply. Really bad if you don't conform. Especially if you trying to make a difference. They say stand there and don't complain. Gotta take it that's what it is.

No matter what you take on, no mater what you do, no matter how hard you try, change seems impossible. The forces are against you. No-one believes in you. No-one?

Hold on. Look around - there's always a reason.
My heart's been broke for a while. Yours is the only one keeping me alive.

3 comments:

  1. I always say when you hit rock bottom, the only way u can go from there is up.
    Sometimes in a hard situation its hard to see the positive side in things, especially if everyone around you is happy, and they keep telling you that 'they know how you feel'
    But at the end of the day, nothing lasts forever, like the pain u going through, it will end, u jus gotta keep a positive, mind, heart and spirit.

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  2. True. Sometimes we also take for granted the people around us - amazing how one person can give you the strength to wanna go on and keep fighting. Here's to being there for those we care for. We might have a larger impact than we'd have imagined.

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  3. We should as the bible says, try to be our "brother's keeper" and care for/look out for those that may need help in any shape or form.

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