Forever Begins

I had a dream... No I ai't trying to be Martin Luther on this one, I literally had a dream, Monday night, and there was an encounter with Hitler. Shocking, absurd, weird, or whatever, but well, it happened - and still my stuborness shone in the presence of such a sick mind. Dont't really remember all the details - but jus that I was on the wrong side of his - and were to be executed - publicly. The dream didnt end well, and woke up sweating, screaming, mumbling prayers and I love you's lol.
Somehow - since the encounter with the Fuhrer, Ive had a strong feeling of rebirth, like I have been given a second chance. Seems a part of me really did die with that dream - if not all of me - and I was given a clean slate - to start all over again.

I know many may view this as absurd. but life is what you make it right. You believe what you want. We all want to make our lives better than they were before, improve and be better personz, whether spiritually, emotionally, intellectually, or in our shallow material needs. whatever you hold high on your priorities list, we all have a reason to start anew, afresh. A near death encounter, a dream, the birth of someone close, son, daughter, niece, the death of someone close - anything. Do not be afraid to start your forever today. Each moment can be manipulated into a sign to start anew, a reason to believe again, a clean slate.

Let's appreciate life, and take everday encounters and moments as a sign to begin your forever today. If forever began everyday, everyday can be a fresh start. Wouldnt you wanna wake up everyday and feel fresh, brand new, reborn, like the world is in your palms, like you a brand new person with a brand new chance to redo all the things you done wrong - take each task with a brand new enthusiasm....Impossible is nothing.


Wake up each morning and remind yourself - Forever Begins Today!

Love, Lotus, Soul.

he was a young grown dude,
a lil too grown for his age, he had it all going on
a fresh, brand new start,the closet was clean
not that it was too dirty from the start,
but it was a real new start
..
she was a young lil gal,
just outta her teens but seems her mind was still there,
she had it all going on,
sum lil old dudes, few grown old dudes,
couple lil young dudes, so his was a brand new style,
something new going on
something fresh for the book,
she got her game on day 1,
....
young grown dude smitten, forgot the set standards,
she had him all glowing at first,
seemed he had her all glowing too, but was it all an act?
he thinks he in love, cuz she say she think she in love - you need to slow down dude, dont rush..
someone should have told him then..

he got his swag back/on now,
trying hard just to fit in, with the lil cool dudes,
trying too hard to impress, got lost just right there,
hypocritical, character suicide,
....
now he just stuck back trying to rebuild,
while she be running wit them other dudes, or maybe got another thinking they in love..
you need to slow down lil dude, don't rush, somebody just told you now
...
"She want you more if you didn't care for her, but since you care for her, she dont care for you. Don't spoil the good person with a good soul for her."

Don't sell yourself to fall in love.

Hello

Hello. Allow me to re-introduce myself. My name is, TJ, and it's so nice to meet you. It's been a long time. Sorry I been away for so long, I never meant to leave you.
It's the rebirth.

tj

......

You never know till you know. Or maybe you just never know. Period.

Once i n a lifetime, there comes a person, or people who make such a difference, it's impossible to classify them as just a passing "friend", "crush" or waeva society may decide is the best "title" for them. Thus leading to a bunch of emotions, hopes, wishes, beliefs, changes. At that moment, you wonder the reason for the encounter. And it aint so easy when there's circumstances making the situation more unbearable..like..distance. You try and detach and it dont help, cuz every second thing is somehow linked and reminds you of the "encounter" so to speak. has it become an obsession?

The new book am reading is "The Zahir" by Paulo Coelho, and I read a commentary about the book which said "How far would you go for your obsession" Move to London? lol

So its been a while since I wrote, but nothing has changed. Still the same views, propositions, hopes and wishes. Maybe yes a few "to do's" have been fulfilled. But the ultimate seems to be hanging on, waiting for me to "grab the bull by the horn, and move to London" :-) Sometimes it's all about the leap yea. Leap of faith. or not? Especially when you dont know.

what to do.???